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HELLO.My name's Aisyah . I love flowers, especially yellow ones. I cry at every sad movie or book. But i try my hardest to not show anyone. I love pink. But im not a girly girl. Pink is a beautiful colour. Life has always been a huge roller coaster ride for me, but faith keeps me strong. |
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Tuesday, September 14, 2010
My first day in the centre, i dont know what to expect. Will the teachers be friendly? Will the kids be scared? Am i able to handle them? Will i be able to get used to the environment? For now, i feel like the teachers are quite nice and helpful. They seem quite united. I just have to be able to open up to them. As usual, me being me, i need time for that. I feel like i open up soo much easier and faster to children. So, i find myself talking more to the kids. I am so glad im assigned to an N2 class. And that class happen to me the roudier class compared to another N2 class, with 3/4 of the class beings boys. Which is good. There's a lot for me to learn. I am also blessed with a good mentor because she is stern, firm but also loving. It feels good that even though i am a new teacher to them, they are ready to accept me in their class. I had my first 'i love you' from a girl who i thought was the hardest for me to get through. She was the shyest i thought at first amongst her class. But after a while, she began smiling, talking to me, laughing whenever she thinks im being funny and started to say "I like you teacher Asyah". The feeling i had when she said i love you is like equivalent to the feeling when Aniq said my name the first time. Actually no. Nothing beats that. That simply made my made. A few days later, as i was leaving the centre to go to school for class, another girl came up to me and said, "Teacher alisya, are you going already?" I replied her yes and she gave a glum face. "Will you be coming tomorrow?" Sadly, i only go to the centre 3 times a week, so i said no. But i promised her i will be coming back next week and she gave me the sweetest smile ive seen from her. That made my day again. It is saddening to leave the children as i could not experience bidding them goodbye when they leave with their parents. I always have to leave the centre early for school. And its also heartbreaking to know that some children were also sad when i left. Yesterday, i realised a boy in my class suddenly looks sad. The teacher realised this too and ordered him to go to the toilet to wash his face. I followed him. In the toilet, i lowered myself to his level and asked whats the matter. To my surprise, he said, "I want you to stay" and begin to cry. I was dumbfounded for a moment. Me being me again, i could see anyone cry infront me cos i will cry too for no reason. He realised i was packing my bag. I promised him that i will come to class 2 days later. I experienced my their first naptime yesterday as i do not have to go back to school. When the children were fast asleep and i was seated at the middle of the class with them surrounding me, i felt this calm and peaceful feeling. I wished that feeling never go. But it did when its reaching 1 hour and i start to have butt cramps. == I pray that i do well in this job and that i could be a good teacher like my mentor. Insyallah. 3:37 PM
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