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HELLO.My name's Aisyah . I love flowers, especially yellow ones. I cry at every sad movie or book. But i try my hardest to not show anyone. I love pink. But im not a girly girl. Pink is a beautiful colour. Life has always been a huge roller coaster ride for me, but faith keeps me strong. |
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Monday, March 8, 2010
Was listening through my past favorite songs and came upon this. This says alot. Enjoys. Smile by Tamia. Sometimes i sit at home and wonder how it be if he had loved me truely loved me yes. I learned awhile ago that kind of thing it never happens for me. And so i go around and just pretend love is not for me. I play the circus clown around my friends make them laugh and they wont see. That u never let them see u sweat. Dont want them to think the pain runs deep. Lord know its killing me. [Chorus:] So i put on my make up, put a smile on my face. And if anyone ask me everything is ok. Im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me. Cuz im dyin inside with my pride and a smile on my face. On my face singing, la la la, la la, lalala, la la, la la, la la, la la, la la, la la la laaaa Sometimes i sit at home by the phone hopin he might call me. But he dont call me. But then i realize dreams come true arent for girls like me. Not like me. And so i go around with my head up like it aint no thing. And when the boys around with all my friends im into other things. Cuz u never let them see u sweat dont want them to think the pain runs deep. Lord knows its killing me. [Chorus:] So i put on my make up put a smile on my face. And if anyone ask me everything is ok. Im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me. Cuz im dyin inside with my pride and a smile on my face. On my face oooh. Its not easy (thing to do). Sometimes its hard to (face the truth). Its not the life that i would choose. But what else can i do if he dont love me. No if he dont want me. Im not about to sit around let myself go (gooooo). [Chorus:] So i put on my make up, put a smile on my face. And if anyone ask me everything is ok. Im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me. Cuz im dyin inside with my pride and a smile on my face. On my face singing, la la la, la la, lalala, la la, la la, la la, la la, la la, la la la Laaaa ill keep singing la la la la la, lalala, la la, la la, la la, la la, la la, la la la Laaaa ill keep singing la la la, la la, lalala, la la, la la, la la, la la, la la, la la la Laaaa ill keep singing la la la-la la la, lalala, la la, la la, la la, la la, la la, la la la Laaaa PS: I need to smile more. :) 12:22 AM
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