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HELLO.My name's Aisyah . I love flowers, especially yellow ones. I cry at every sad movie or book. But i try my hardest to not show anyone. I love pink. But im not a girly girl. Pink is a beautiful colour. Life has always been a huge roller coaster ride for me, but faith keeps me strong. |
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Wednesday, December 29, 2010
So I grab my bags and go, as far away as I can go. Cause everything ain't what I used to know. And I tried to hide, but I just can't hide no more. There's nothing worse than feeling like a ghost. Tell me where I am supposed to go. And who am I supposed to believe. If only you knew what I knew. Then you could see. -Ghost in the machine by B.O.B. I was downloading songs from Gossip Girl soundtracks when i hear this song. This particular chorus described the exact thoughts and feelings i had been having for some time. If only I can grab my bags and go as far away as I can go. 12:08 AM
Tuesday, November 23, 2010
White Love by Speed One of the all time favourite song shared between elder sis and bro during the 90s era. Tho aku dari era lain, terinfluence jugak. :) Click this: http://www.kiwi-musume.com/lyrics/speed/whitelove.htm for the english translation. Cool lyrics. The 4 of them reminds me of the 4 of us. Hehe. 12:03 AM
Friday, November 19, 2010
Times like this i NEED him to be with me. If you're gonna be here only physically when in fact you're not here at all, then i will do the same. Yeah hang up when your favourite is back. And dont ask me whats wrong when you know whats wrong. So much for TGIF. 8:58 PM
Tuesday, November 9, 2010
Oh btw, any kind soul kind enough to revamp my blog for me??? 9:58 PM
Okay here goes another one of aisyah's emo days. But it's not like any other random emo days. This happens onli on every November 9. Yes babies, Aisyah is turning 20. NOOOOO... I've always tried to hide my feelings on this supposedly happy day. But a close friend of mine said i gotta learn to face with my feelings and not to be afraid to show them to others. So here goes. On every 10 November, I feel extremely sad. Like the feeling of wanting to run far away. The feeling of wanting to be disconnected from the world. But somehow i feel ashamed feeling this way cos its rather selfish on my part. Cos there's people that wants to make me happy on this day by showing remembrance, wishes, gifts, and what have you. With every birthday, it comes along with more responsibilities, growth, risks, wise choices to be made, mistakes, heartbreaks and tons of new people to meet. And on this note, i shall embrace all this with open arms. Have a great 20, Aisyah. New age resolution? Love yourself more. :) 9:41 PM
Saturday, October 2, 2010
Kadang2 aku btol2 binget dengan satu kawan aku nie. Dah lah batang hidung die tak nampak, biler ajak kluar ade jek alasan atau MIA. Janji nak plan outing tapi tak dengar pape pon. Skrg pasal duit, dari dulu sampai skrg, macam gini jgk. Sampai biler kan kite2 jek ashik kene compromise and be the understanding party? Biler part calling, its always when she have a problem or she needs my help. Of course ah i will try to help as much as i can. Kalau tak, tukang dengar and respond pon jadi lah. Kadang2 binget jugak ah when all she talks about is her bf. I feel like a bitch thinking this way. But i still love her for being one of my bestfriends in secondary school. 8:09 PM
Thursday, September 30, 2010
September is a very Sad & Hectic month for me. I am glad i have the children to take some of the craziness away. Hope October is a better month. Insyallah. 9:23 PM
Friday, September 24, 2010
In the amidst of feeling down, i am bershukur that i am blessed with great friends. Who stays concerned about me and called up to check whether im okay after reading my blog posts. PS: I'm fine. Don't worry about me. Sorry if i couldn't say much. 9:14 PM
Wednesday, September 22, 2010
I have never been this sad for a long time. Though im putting a strong front, i dont know how long it can last. Indescribable feeling. 9:28 PM
Thursday, September 16, 2010
Now that Gossip Girl is back, DIE. Gives me more reason not to finish my assignment. Lol. This scene on the new episode reminds me of a relationship i have with someone.                        Live dangerously. I like. :) 4:00 PM
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